EVERY BIT OF

I’m going down
To the fields of no green
I’m going down
To the twisting streets of oubliette
And I long
I long for retribution
For my long lost innocence
I crave
I crave for light and warmth
For my blood stands stagnant
I’m running wild
To the ends of absolution
And I seek
I seek to reach my goal
Of which I know not a thing
I’m going down
To the plains of endless hunting
I crawl and hide to outwit my pursuers
I’m going down
Into the bottomless oceans
To find a course without tears, without pain
And I mourn
I mourn for loving moments of the past
That haunt me even there, even yet
I’m going down
To the colorless rainbows
It seems I’ve learnt so few
And even fewer have I taught
The sunless pit I now call home will nurture me
Until my breath finds no way out
Until my heartbeat is heard no more
Until my dreams abandon me
Until my core is visible
And there and then I might find peace
Deprived of every bit of me
Devoid of soul and mind
Empty
Deserted
Immaculate